Train mind to move ahead with Confidence.
‘Its All In The Head…FEAR’
Train mind to move ahead with Confidence.
‘Its All In The Head…FEAR’
First Sunrise of 2020.. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
New Day, New Beginning, New Year with Old Relations ahead in the journey will cross New Peoples, New Connections… All set to create New memories to write New Stories in a Book of Life as a New Chapter on fresh paper by Closing old, bidding teary good bye to last year that gave beautiful lessons… Some good, some bad, but all memorable that will remain close to heart as a beautiful experience, teachings and memories that will last forever.
Nothing stays permanent… Not even Feelings.
Equation changes with time and we don’t realize until one day heart feel the pinch with a changed behavior from a person we think will never change.
Love You Forever…
Photo Credit- Susan Spaulding
“Now slowly open your eyes.”
” It can’t be real.” She almost screamed.
“It is yours sweetheart.”
“Is it our little home??you build it for me??”
“Yes my love.. thats your gift. How can i forget the day you came running with a piece of paper and gave it in my hand saying, i want house like this. That time i think We were something ten years old ..right??”
He took out a piece of paper from his pocket and gave in her hand,” Is it same or not??”
She took the piece of paper With teary eyes and nodded yes, “You still kept paper with you?”
He kissed her and said, “Happy 30th wedding anniversary my love.”
“I love you darling” she kissed him back.
Life Saver Life Changer…
Innocent Heart Believes Every Lie While Intelligent Mind Doubts Every Truth.
He woke up when Sunlight from above glass ceiling fall on his face.
“Am I Still ALIVE?? Thank God for saving My Life. Bless the One who made this shelter house in the middle of the Jungle. This place must have saved many lives of the lost explorers like me, who otherwise might lost their life by attacks from wild animals. What a Beautiful way of Source Of Light… Perfect Usage Of Nature.”
The shelter has every basic things. He got up slowly from the bed. His eyes caught something on the Table.
Whoever read this….
My Son visited this dense jungle to explore, but never returned home. During search operation we found his belongings at these spot but no trace of him. Few days later we found his rotten body. He was attacked by wild animal.
This jungle is not a safe place and many lost their life. There are many incidents of attacks on explorers by wild animals. To venture in deep is prohibited, but when explorers lost track they unknowingly enter in dense area. This is the spot where many had lost their lives.
The way to come out once you enter the deep into the jungle is very difficult and not safe. In the memory of my Son who lost his life and where I found his belongings, I decided to make shelter house to save others lives in the future. Every fortnight I provide basic things for the shelter house in the hands of authorities like food and water for survival. There is a map in the drawer that will guide to come out safely. Take a photo of the map else can take one of the copies from the storage below.
Keep the map and letter at their respective place before leaving, so that it will guide other needy in future like you.
There is a diary out there… I appreciate if you share experiences or the mistake that happened or the precautions you think that could have help to avoid these circumstances… It will help others in future.
It will make me happy knowing that these shelter house saved atleast one life. It will ease my pain of loss.
He took the diary that was kept on table, opens it and saw there were many experiences written in which they thanked the great soul for saving their life by providing shelter with that some food and water arrangements.
He took the pen and wrote his experiences, mistakes that happened and thanked him for the map, food and shelter home. While leaving he kept water that he had with him and few packets of extra food in the storage, as a little help for someone like him, as the distance to get out was not that far and that now he had map with him. He latched the door and resumed his journey thanking the man and praying for the one who lost their life.
Love Never Dies…
Like everyday She bid goodbye to her husband with a kiss who was as usual late for office. She closed the door and resumed in household chores. An hour later after a long tiring morning, she was in her bedroom relaxing with a coffee mug and newspaper. It was her daily routine. Few minutes later she saw her husband standing at the door, staring at her bleeding from his head. Hurriedly she got up from the bed and started searching first aid box. He said,” Don’t worry, Its ok.. control yourself. I was knocked down by a speeding car and everything happened in split seconds. Dont take stress you know m with you. I Love You.” She asked him,”How did you got inside the house, when We have only one set of keys and its with me. Ohh how can I forget to lock the door from inside??” He was silent. She asked again and still no response. She turned around, He was not there. Doorbell rings and when she opens the door, a Police officer was standing at the doorstep. He shows her husband’s identity card and photo and breaks the news that her husband had met with an accident and breathed his last on the way to the hospital. The news spins the world around her.
“There is some mistake. He is at home with me. Yes he met with an accident but he is alive. Look at this first aid box, i was about to bandage him… but don’t know where he had gone.” Police officer baffled hearing this. ,”How is that possible. I was the one who took him to the hospital and I was there when he breathed his last.” Hearing this She hurriedly got insiďe and checked every room, but he was nowhere.
She remembers She had locked the main door when her husband left for office. He came home one last time to see her before leaving the world.
How Much I Wish It’s A Dream.
She was in her bedroom when She opened eyes. Blurry vision, Head banging as if someone was hitting hard from inside with the hammer. She reached for the glass of water from the corner table and checked time in her cell phone, “It’s 11.05 am… How can I sleep so much.” She hurriedly got up from her bed. As soon as she stood, her head started spinning and her whole body was in pain. Holding head in her palms she sat down at the corner of the bed. “Something is not right. What happened last night. How and when did I reached home. When did I left pub and who dropped me.” Nothing she remembered… Blank. So many questions but no answers.
Slowly she got up to take shower. After shower she stood in front of the mirror. “What are these marks. Why my body is feeling something different today. What’s wrong, what happened… Why i can’t recollect anything about last night.”
Worried she took a deep breathe and closed her eyes and once again tried to remember about the past night. Slowly she started unfolding the sequences in her head… Left home and met friends outside the pub. Dancing, drinking and everyone was having a good time. Few hours later decided to return home as it was past 2 am. Bid good bye to friends and left pub… then… “What happened after that”. She opened her eyes and streched her mind little more.. nothing .. Again Blank.
Scared she decided to go for a body checkup. Her fear was real… she got a medical report that confirmed she was sexually abused. “No…. This is not true. This can’t be true. How is that possible. I got up in my room… I don’t remember anything how I got home but…” Doctor patiently heard her and told her she was drugged. She was silent.
One more life ruined due to date rape. Who, when, known or unknown… whom to trust , whom to doubt… Questions that will remain in her mind but probably unanswered forever.
The incident changed her forever.
…. Life, Love, Destiny.
One Who Taught Me
To Love Life …
Is The Reason For Me
To End Life.
The Web Of Love That Protects Me.
Through My Heart Web I Peeped in to the outer World…. I felt a jolt seeing the selfish peoples with little emotions.
My Heart Skipped a beat, When I saw how easily peoples backstab others… Be their Love of Life or The One Who gave Them Life.
Through My Heart Web I saw the Fake Smiles and Feelings… The Dry Land Of Heart that might had never experienced the Rains Of Love.
Through My Heart Web I Saw There is No Loving Heart…. Only The part inside The Body that knows how to beat and the mind that knows How to cheat.
My Heart that is hiding behind the web…. Thumping and Pumping scared of the world.
Peeping through the web of Love…. My Heart decides to hide, till it finds the Loving Heart, Wet with the Feelings and Filled with the Emotions.
The Secret Lies Within…
He was there to meet someone. Standing at the entrance of the restrobar he scanned the room and saw a beautiful girl sitting alone having a drink at the bar counter. He checked time on his wristwatch and said ” Still I got some time in my hand.” and walked towards the bar counter, took a chair next to her and introduced himself. She glanced at him from the corner of her eye. He was handsome, well built young guy. In a husky tone she said, ” Pleased to meet you.”
He offered her to buy a drink, she obliged. When the drinks arrived on the table someone patted his shoulder. He turned around and excused himself from her. They sat few tables away and soon engrossed in deep discussion. Few minutes later he removed something from his pocket and handed it to the man, in return that man gave him an envelope.
She got up from her chair smiling and walking towards them with a drink in her hand and came towards the table where dealings between the two was going on. Deeply engrossed in discussion they failed to notice that she was standing near their table.
She kept her glass on the table, opened her clutch and handed him a card. What was written on that froze him. She was from anti-narcotic department and on a mission to bust the gang of drug dealers. He came to know that it was a trap set to catch him red hand and arrest him.
Filled With Emotions…
A small drop of tear
Flows from the eyes,
When floods of emotions,
Wants the way to come out.
Love, hate, longing or loneliness,
Memories of happiness or sadness.
Little salty teardrop,
Always looks the same.
It Will Find A Way To Come Out.
“This had been started with Me since one and a half months back. Whenever I switch off my room’s light and try to sleep. It appears from nowhere. I feel like something is crawling on my bed… Sometimes in the middle of the night, I feel a cold touch on my face or body. It happens almost every night. I am really scarred.” while He was explaining his scarry experience to doctor , starring into nothing , sweat beads appeared on his forehead and he was shivering.
After listening to his problem doctor said, ” There is Nothing to be scarred of. It’s our mind that plays a trick when we are alone or in the dark place. And about crawling and touching sensation in the sleep, It is common with most peoples. It is a symptom called as Sleeping Paralysis.” Doctor gave him Some instructions and prescribed medicines. He was little relieved but still frightened.
At night he scanned his room like he always does before switching off the light. Then, He said to himself, ” Like doctor explained it is nothing but the medical problem.” He took pills and switched off the light. While He was about to sleep, he saw a black shadow of a woman standing near the window starring at him. He put on the lights, but saw no one there. He was scarred because he knew he saw someone, but again brushed it off thinking it as his mind’s trick.
Later in the midnight when he was asleep, he felt a cold touch on his cheeck. Frightened he slowly opened his eyes. He was still feeling like someone was beside him. He thought, when he is not asleep, how could this be the symptom called sleeping paralysis. He decided to turn and see if it is real or his imagination. while he was turning Slowly, he saw her face… very close starring at him. He was freezed. It was not what doctor explained him about medical term or his mind’s trick. She was in real..the ghost was in real and now she was beside him, starring at him angrily.
When he saw her face, the incident that happened couple of months back flashed in front of his eyes. The incident that was kept secret from everyone… the accident which was happened from him when he was driving in drunk state while coming from the party couple of months back.
A young lady who was returning from her late night job was crushed under the wheels of his car. Instead of helping her he left her there and ran away.
Now He realised all this scarry experiences started with him after that accident. She was none other than the girl who he had left to die because of his mistake. His mistake cost her life. He apologized her, but still she was starring at him in anger. He said, “I am sorry. The accident was a mistake. I was afraid and that is why I ran from the spot without helping you. Please leave me alone. “ she smiled and said, “I will be with you forever, so that you will never forget your crime. I will not kill you, but make your life a suffering for you. You left me to die and I will keep you alive. I will make your life itself a punishment for you.”
She came to know about the opening at her favourite company where she always desired to work. But required Criteria was too high for the said position.
Disappointed for a while, she thought something, then mischieviously smiled. She was a beautiful lady who knew how to make any man fall for her. She knew well that if nothing worked out, her beauty and stunning body will come to her aid. She thought whtever she desired in the world can be achieved by her beautiful looks and curves.
Next morning she dressed up for the interview. She wore short formal skirt and a white blouse tht was flaunting her figure perfectly. She took extra care to look ravishing today. Checked herself one last time in the mirror and left for the interview . She reached office on time, actually before time. Lady at the reception guided her towards the cabin. She adjusted her dress and hair and softly knocked on the door.
He asked her to come in. Their eyes met. A handsome man was sitting behind the chair. He looked at her and asked her to sit. He checked her certificates and she kept staring at him with a smiling face. He glanced at her twice. Few minutes later He said,”The position required Criteria is high and yours does not match them.”
Still smiling She said in a sensuous tone, “May be I am falling short in the required criteria for the said job, but m excellent in other fields. You will be more than satisfied, happy and will never get a chnce for complaint if you give this job to me”.
He looked straight in to her eyes and said, “On one condition i will give this job to you, if that is possible for you, this job is yours.”
In a husky tone and bending little forward she asked,”What”.
He calmly said,” Is it possible for you to Parlay your beauty with brain somewhere, because we need intelligence for this job and you seem to have more beauty.”
She was stunned by his behaviour.. No men had ever behaved with her like this till date.
He continued,” That’s what we need here the most..nothing else. Thank you..you may leave now.”
Shocked and disappointed She came out of his cabin.
Sometimes It’s Better To Act As A Fool, Then To Showcase Intelligence.